March 2012
February 2012
Anonymous asked: It seems that you don't know what you're doing and don't know how exactly to express yourself.
It’s that time of the night where the empty feeling sinks in. It’s only been three days since we last saw each other, this is going to be a lot harder on me than I thought.
If God gave me a chance with love, it’d be with him, and for the record, it was the best day I’ve had in a long time, thus far. I can’t even begin to describe the immense amount of feelings and happiness I experienced today. I want to keep this memory to myself, so I won’t talk about it, but seriously, best wait after two years, ever.
It just hit me. I am so nervous for tomorrow.
I feel like I’m deteriorating. My back is in so much pain, I got four hours of sleep last night, my stomach feels like a bombing ground, I’ve hardly eaten this whole week, I’m dizzy, and my chest hurts. I seriously need some R&R before Martin comes tomorrow. A few of my friends came to the conclusion that spite my pescetarian diet, I haven’t had much protein, or the...
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jfri:
Ben Howard - The Wolves
I can’t go to one room where there isn’t a person occupying it in my house, let alone I have a sister who follows me like a dog, even my dog doesn’t do that! I’m contemplating going outside, but my parents will be all sketched out. It’s a hard knock life.
Anonymous asked: Have you ever thought of modeling? I think you'd make a great one!
I forgot I had to read a few bits of Hemingway and take notes, while half my homework is left undone—procrastinating like a big shot. I just got off the phone with him, it’s crazy how I get all giggly and tongue-tied.
Anonymous asked: What is your guy problem. Anon can help
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“I’m happy God showed me early,
all I want is truth
I see it in you
I...”
Grrreat, I just realized I bought the mens 1460 white Doc Martens when there was a womens version too. Gerrrrrr. I must wait to call tomorrow and see what I can do about my return. The only dilemma is that they require you to log into your account to use the return form that way, except that we bought the shoes without an account. I hope they can do something about it, fudgeeeee.
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I dislike when my mom tells me she’ll do something then change her mind last minute. She had told me all weekend after putting it off that she’d fix this horrendous hair color of mine, but last minute she says she doesn’t have the appropriate color when CLEARLY she had three prior clients who required the same color and the pure fact that she could have thought this through...
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Drowning
I’m swimming in the tidepool of my once loved. I notice the three preserved red roses out of the dozen that you gave me on Christmas. The baby pictures that we once shared that I tuck safely away. I open my closet and see the wolf stuffed animal that I once held onto every night. Right next to the flowers lay the snoopy plush you so happened to give me on our first date on a whim. That perfume you...
Lately I’ve been having these outer-body-experiences, though I am awake. I almost feel as if I’m riding out a high when I haven’t done anything. What is this.
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you.
