July 2010
If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s...
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lookin like Barbie, smokin like Marley
potomac river
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How far away is John?Cause im going through a...
John lives about 2 hours away from me. Man…just going a day is hard enough. We text pretty much all the time, everyday, with a few phone calls here and there. I must agree..IT DEFINITELY SUCKS. I go through days where i’m depressed and want to eat nothing, see nobody and just lock myself in my room. Other times I’m out and about and forget all my worries. Let’s just say I...
How do you know that you want to spend your life...
Well honestly whose to tell who I’ll spend the rest of my life with? You know life is unexpected and I’m realizing that. I am changing for the best…with john’s help. I was in horrible past relationships and this one with John changed my perspective 360 degrees. So maybe I’m young and in love, naive if you must. But while I explore who I am, and my life, John will be...
do you ever stop and think that you are in a...
Oh but of course. Love is ultimately a fantasy, love is your wildest dreams, even nightmares at times. I am in reality. I’ve dealt with it all, I am as real as can be. You know…finding yourself and finding love are two most hardest challenges a person can face, that is why we go through life to find both, we experience the bad, find the good, and live to love. I’m trying both out...
ask me whatever/advice :) →
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How did you and John meet?
Honestly? Through a facebook app back last year. We’ve texted each other for around 8 months, and finally met each other in June. Call me crazy, but love is. We started as friends, and he fell for me..i didn’t know what to think so it took me awhile for me to fall for him. Eventually I did and i’m crazy about him :) We are long-distance so no matter how many miles apart, no...
7911.) i think i'm Bipolar. i can be extremely...
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contemplating joining the airforce after...
““I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night...”
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scratch that
why does it bother me that someone so close had to point out something so not obvious to me? someone tell me what are the fine lines of being best friends of the opposite sex? and why do i suddenly start to care? jeezus can i ever be normal? the time you share is the time i’ll never get.
i stretched my left ear to a 4g, after it's been a...
I love getting called baby :)
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Day 29: Something you hope to change about...
Physically:
~Losing weight for sure, hopefully i’ll be where I want to be before school starts. ~My image in general. I like to vary up my wardrobe so hopefully I’ll stay consistant in that. ~Stretching to my ears to a 2g or 0g by my birthday hopefully. ~Changing up my hairstyle? I’m not sure. Personality: ~I just want to be a better understanding person overall. ~I want to...
It's 2:40 am
And I’m up wide awake thinking about tattoos. I really want a few, of course with meaning. I watched around 10 YouTube vids..It looks soo painful. Hmm but so interesting. I love the idea of being tatted and modified, although I won’t go very far in that, maybe a few tattos in the near future and maybe going to a 2g with my ears….well that is all, goodmorning world.
at the dentist
the lady thought i was 20 because of my height..highlight of my day, considering i got six shots of novocaine..i couldn’t eat my subway for 4 hours and i kept biting my lip and swirling my tongue because the tingling sensation was pretty amazing. It sucked. And then the staples copier couldn’t copy by Harry Potter music for piano. And i was alone all day and nothing was on tv, but my...
7319.) I really wanted to grab your face and just...
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i can't wait to drive
so i can make playlists to blast while the roofs down and the wind is blowing through my hair. i can’t wait for that!
do you ever grow bored of me?
that maybe one day you’ll give up trying? or perhaps our conversations will become so routine you’ll look beyond it? do you want to try something new? because i’m willing to do anything to keep you. all of you. so please tell me you want me too. i just want you to know.
Girl, Interrupted
is now one of my all time favorite movies. It’s so beautiful the way they portray each character. Each actor had their own problems but all of them connected and it’s something us regular people should do more often. This movie definitely changed my views on a lot of things. I love it. I love movies like this. Not to mention the whole time i was awe struck by Winona Ryder’s...
7402.) Youre the best thing that has ever happened...
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why did i just look at your pictures?
i dislike you strongly, and your not in my life. so why do i feel sentimental?
seeing my
baby this friday. :) i’m so happpppy! I miss you so much John.
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone...
(I feel like i’ve neglected this whole thing. Forgive me, I haven’t had internet in two days, but we’re back on track people!) If I was pregnant: I would never, ever, ever, abort the baby. Not only do I think it’s cruel, but I think it’s not something I could ever go through. If i was raped, well still I wouldn’t. Life is precious and everyone deserves to live....
i feel so bad
today when i was hanging at my best friend danny’s house, i just kept being snappy. i didn’t do it intentionally. =/ we just sat in his room while he played guitar and i was drawing a picture and he made a comment and i backfired. i no longer have an excuse to why i snap…ugh.
